On my mind...

Its been a little over two weeks and I cant help but think more about my sweet Ashlen as each day passes. I keep having these dreams about a baby and each one is different but when I wake up I realize thats what it was just a dream... All day he has been on my mind and it brings tears to my eyes. I wish I could have fed him or changed him. I keep hearing about other women having babies or how far along they are, how many weeks are left, how their appointments went, Its hard. It feels like every girl I know is pregnant or has a baby. I can't help but get a little jealous I wish I could have my baby with me but he is with my Lord. He was taken from us too soon and only God knows why. We miss and love you baby boy! You will always remain in our hearts!