Yesterday I had an incident, someone decided to post a rude comment on Ashlen's page she said, "I asked for one ages and ages ago got bored of waiting now can't seriously take this long like over 6 months" I was so hurt, humiliated and insulted. I tried to forget about it but I couldn't sleep, it was on my mind all night! I replied back to her comment as calmly as I could, I think I did pretty good, but still I had such a good weekend but after seeing that comment, I was in tears. I don't know why it bothered me so much, maybe it was because I do this for free and she had the nerve to say something like that. I'm still pretty upset about it, she didn't apologize (I don't think she will) she only said " I wasn't trying to be funny at all! Just don't worry you do what you gotta do" what does that mean?!?! was that supposed to be her apology? I put so much love and care into each pen and I was torn down, I would completely understand if she was paying for the pen but she's not. Yeah I know it takes me a while to make a few pens but I'm still hurting, I'm still broken and trying to heal the loss of my son, saying something to me about how slow I am will only make it worse. I have had such a hard time lately and I was just getting back on my feet, only to be brought down AGAIN!
I know I should just forget about it but I'm having a hard time doing so. I'm thankful for the friends that stood up for me when I couldn't.